Saturday, February 25, 2012

missing someone .

I'm tired of feeling this way .. 
I know it would be right for me to let go  ,
but no matter how much I tell myself to do it , 
I can't !

I tell myself that it's better to never see you again , 
but .. 
no matter how much I try to forget , 
it always makes me remember ..
all the good times we had , 
and even the bad , 
and how much I regret the things I've done , 
all the things I've said .

I tried to tell myself that you're gone .. 
but , 
it just won't sink in . 
no matter what I do , 
I'm still missing and thinking about you .


Wednesday, February 15, 2012

keep wondering . hmphhh -.-

Yes , I love him . 

I love him more than anything else in this world ..

and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to him forever . 


But I know it's not for the best . 

So no matter how much my heart is going to break , 

I've got to let him go !

so he can know just how much I love him . 


Maybe .. 

if I'm lucky , 

he'll come back . 

but .. 

if not , 

I can make it through this .


* You know when you have found your prince , you not only have a smile on your face .. but in your heart as well :)