I'm tired of feeling this way ..
I know it would be right for me to let go ,
but no matter how much I tell myself to do it ,
I can't !
I tell myself that it's better to never see you again ,
no matter how much I try to forget ,
it always makes me remember ..
all the good times we had ,
and even the bad ,
and how much I regret the things I've done ,
all the things I've said .
I tried to tell myself that you're gone ..
it just won't sink in .
no matter what I do ,
I'm still missing and thinking about you .
* MHBR ♥